THIS WAS PUBLISHED IN THE WELCH DAILY NEWS ON APRIL 26,1984
AFTER I LOST MY CHILD I STARTED WRITING POEMS THAT I'M SHARING HERE WITH EVERYONE. I HOPE THAT YOU ENJOY THEM AS IT WAS AN WAY FOR ME TO HELP HEAL.JENNIFER & STEPHANIE IS 2 GIRLS THAT I HAD IN MY LIFE THAT WAS MY PRIDE AND JOY.THIS POEM IS FOR THEM.
GOD HAS TOYS
SOMETHING TOUCHING HAPPEN TODAY
STEPHANIE AND I WENT INTO A STORE
THEN SUDDENLY SHE BEGIN TO SAY
"AMANDA HAS FLOWERS PLENTY I KNOW
BUT WOULD IT HURT IF SHE HAD ONE MORE"
THEY HAD ALL THE COLORS WE SEEM TO LOVE
THERE WAS EVEN SOME WITH PRETTY WHITE DOVES
WE JUST COULDN'T SEEM TO MAKE UP OUR MINDS
THE STORE WAS CLOSING AND WE RAN OUT OF TIME
"THEN SHE WENT ON TO SAY
GRANDMA BOUGHT JENNY AND ME AN EASTER TOY
IF AMANDA HAD ONE IT WOULD BRING HER PLENTY OF JOY"
SHE DOESN'T UNDERSTAND THAT AMANDA IS GONE
THAT SHE'S IN HEAVEN BY OUR FATHERS THRONE
BY THIS TIME THE TEARS WHERE HERE
AND THAT WAS WHEN SHE WAS SUCH A DEAR
"DREMA" SHE SAID LETS JUST GO HOME
FOR GOD MUST HAVE PLENTY OF TOYS
FOR ALL HIS GIRLS AND BOYS"